This is nuts.

She will perceive it as me actively trying to sabotage her plans. She will wonder why I suddenly changed tack almost 180 degrees. She will scream that I'm trying to control her with money like I always did. And she will complain to everyone who knows her, which is her standard way of getting what she wants. Poor victim!

I will say that I slept quite well last night, woke up in good humor, and I haven't really thought much about her today except as a nuisance. So...there's something stirring, whatever it is. Really, really weird.

No, but this is NUTS. I don't know that I'm strong enough.


H: 35 W: 33
M: 11 T: 13

4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1")
6/23/18: I moved out
8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")