If your BIL's mom is anything like the Reiki guy I saw, then, yes, interesting to say the least. I would like to explore it though - 180 just for me as I don't normally buy into that sort of thing.

Journaling

H came back today. I got a text around 6 to say that he was "on route home but traffic was horrendous <sad face>". This was his way of hinting that I might need to pick the girls up from his sisters. I responded with "Ok. I am still at work". I have also sent him a text with logistical things and closed with "Oh, and welcome back". The last part was unnecessary but the rest of the text was so cold.

I am not sure if I will see him or not. He will need to pass by the house to get things for the kids for tomorrow. If I time it right, I will be there after he has come and gone. I am sitting in a starbucks biding time. I am not ready to see him. I am not in the mood for pretending to be ok with everything and he will likely read my body language.


W40 (me), H40
M14, Together 16
D12, D9

BD Oct 17
Moved out Mar 18