6 months post BD is quite possibly the hardest period. Why? The initial shock wears off and the whole of the pain is exposed. Now the healing begins. As I remember my sitch, it was around 6 months mark in that I began to feel the whole brunt of it and it took me another 6 months before I started noticing progress, ie. that the things were beginning to be better. Not the situation, but my feelings. So again, what you are going through is normal. It hurts like hell, but it is normal. Do not hide the pain, do not retreat into solitude among the 4 walls. Go out, go mingle with people, it will be better. Go for walks, go hiking, release the negative feelings. Contact sports would be awesome for that. At least take a baseball bat to a trash can or something. Go into woods and yell from the top of your voice.
Let it out!!!
And start making changes with yourself and for yourself. Now you can reinvent yourself. Lose those pesky 65 pounds you always wanted to lose, dress smart, look smart, shave, shower, be a man's man. You will not always feel like it, but force yourself.
I do not quite remember your sitch, but remind me again, where did you see the benefit of you moving out instead of your W?
