Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Thank you

Peacetoday, kyh,job,OneArt And everyone that following along,

Well today once again still not 100%on board besides the
1 week on and off. W finds reason to when and where.

Example was W now wants kids to go to
Therapist W recommends. Where W lives

So as we know I am financially stuck I can't move I can't
For now. Unfortunately where I live is 50/50 state and they
go by better school district. I live where is considered not
A good distract to where W lives better school district. Even though
S9 and d10 are straight A students what they look at is school numbers.
So kids will go to W school district, and on my week I pick up and drop off
I can't move at the moment so for the time I'll have to get them there.

So of course I do understand but once again this is W 2nd move since bd
I am all about stability s9 and d10 been in same school. So this mean
S9 and d10 who are doing great would be interrupted from their school also
This is d10 last year d10 be in middle school. I know this will affect them. But
On top of that W wants them to go to therapy where W lives.

Is like wow.. and W then when on and said I feared for my life.
I am going to Marry OW. This is like the 5th time W has stated to me.

I replied W good for you. But again your focus is about you and OW
When is about the kids.
W well am getting married then what you going to do
M W I am happy for you that you found your happiness,
I am truly happy for you. But again W first fix your relationship with
S9 and kids. My focus is about Trios
W well again what you going do OW lives there, her house
Her rules
M again our Kids not hers. I ask that when you have an issue
With any child OW doesn't get to jump in the wagon screaming at my kids
W quiet, silent

Gal M brings a good point I heard you say We as you and OW
There's no We when is you W and OW is between W and M
W quiet

I finally had enough. And GAL could tell also GAL ask you
Called CPS Why I replied I believe s9 and all three this is not
W 1st or 2nd is her 3rd. Of physical not including mental
I am not sorry for standing up for our kids.

So finally time up and still nothing.
W thinks this is a joke and her week means I disappear
W doesn't seem to understand that I am not going anywhere I am
Part of all 3 life. As GAL look at her. W you know it's about kids you
Seem to put OW and yourself first.

Finally GAL seeing it.

GAL finally said Thank you for speaking up
I said am simply tired of all this but I also will move earth for my kids.

W looked like a wreck, like a person who has a hangover.
Swollen and pale. Also sniffing her nose alot. Last time I honestly thought
It was a cold but now I am wondering. Sometimes W seem space out like gone.
I try not to judge or look but breaks my heart.

W blamed alot Me and Kids. And of course W claiming Now
I abuse kids I did laugh that one. I said Ok W sorry you feel
That way. GAL said oh wow that's a new one W. What do you mean.
M punish them in their beds for days. I had to laugh so hard. Like at all
But GAL said I thought you said M is a push over kids get away with
Anything but now you changing your story. I said this is what I deal with

I know W can push my buttons but when I caught myself I said enough
This is about kids. I have no time for kid games this is W. He said and she said
Am to old for this. Gal nodded and agreed today W was in some type of drug
I am now forsure is something. Is crazy but I no something is not write.

Now back to 20th the coparent therapy I honestly don't see this going anywhere.
Not sure how 50/50 state do when simply Two parents can't agree.

Again we trying to do mediation W now wants us to get passport to go to
Bahamas yelp Bahamas I said what for now Nope. Let's do o e step first.