And now some things are turning back to the woman I knew
But other things I think are permanently changed
Extreme weight loss and exercise period is over
And she is back to a healthy weight
Her extreme spending is over
But she still does not trust me with money
Her party days are over
And she is not chasing OMs
She left the church
And is sticking with her non Christian beliefs
She emotionally left her kids
And has reconnected with them
She left her old friends
And they do not want to be her friends any more
And then there is she and I
Like In the story
I think she is no longer doing a lot of harm
But we are on different sides of this canyon
And I do not know how we bridge it
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving