Our relationship with God is like a marriage I had heard before
It is like a bad marriage that was a new one
And that end part I never heard before
That he was buying her back
And they were not going to lay together for a while
But they would in the future
It is a lovely parable of the love of God
But here is where it breaks down for me
I am not God nor Hosea
I am a sinner who is guilty of not prioritizing my wife in the way I should have
And my wife is not the prostitute
So how can these two sinners come back together
That is my question
And my answer has changed from
That will never happen to
Maybe that can happen
That is my mustard seed
Gordie 40s W 40s M20+ kids 2016 BD W fantasy affair w OM1 I do everything wrong 2017 I start to DB W says TLTL files for D PA w OM2 2018 I do LRT W drops filing and OM2 situation slowly improving