Thanks for checking in on me AP. All is good here, just plodding along. D is going to be 18 next month so we are getting ready for her party, all very exciting!
I’m also doing lots around the house and just living my new improved life! As for H, he has gone even deeper into his tunnel that he doesn’t even contact D anymore. I’ve blocked his number from my phone so it stops me from wondering if he might contact me. Doing this has really helped me to drop the rope.
To all those newbies. If you read this, I promise it will get better. Although i still feel sad about it all, I don’t feel as desperate or anxious anymore or feel the need to find any excuse to contact H. I didn’t even wish him a happy birthday and it felt liberating!
Happy Monday everyone! X
Me - 47 H - 45 D-16 M - 6 years Separated - May 16
Don't leave me behind can't you see me I'm shining... (Years & Years - 'Shine')
