I think you are just reacting right now ST. I don’t think it would do you any good to try to have an A. I know how tempting it is to try to escape the pain in that way but it would only be a temporary fix and, unless you were paying for it or meeting someone on a “hook-up” site, you would potentially be bringing someone else into the picture and it could get even messier than it already is. IMO...it would likely make you feel worse, not better. Live according to your values and beliefs and work through the pain. I think that is the only way to truly move on. There are no short cuts, I’m afraid. (((HUGS)))
