Hey JujuB....this is the beginning of some new shift...this is the beginning of letting go. The unconscious is attempting to resolve. Let it wash over you. You will find peace if you can let everything fall where is needs to, just for now. Breathe through it and welcome it, it has been a long time for you. I am excited about what comes next when you no long have psychological and emotional binds to ex. Be Brave. We are here for you xxx