I totally get what you mean TJT. I have faith it will get better with time. I am continuing to soul search and to try to figure out what it is about me that becomes so attached to a man like my H. Currently, he is not the kind of man I should even want to be around and given what I know of his history (I chalked it up to him being young at the time), I’m not sure he ever was. Keep GAL. It will get better with time. Those moments of good feelings will increase and the moments of sadness decrease. Choose your focus. Be proud of yourself... you have earned it. (((HUGS)))
P.S. I get what how you felt about taking off your rings. I still wear my wedding band. Lately I’ve been thinking I should take it off but I haven’t been able to bring myself to do it yet. I am still married - legally and emotionally. In time I might feel differently.
