Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can part2

[marina7]

Journaling

Trio's and I been doing good.
Taking things a day at a time.

I must say they do keep me busy.

Well I am suppose to meet with GAL,
Also ask me was I going to call detective and
Drop case.

Ummmm Nope. I believe s9 I stand with s9.
I am with all my three kids. GAL
Mention this is going keep costing you money
I now feel like am being bully by GAL. Yes I know
This is costing but I feel as if I must drop case and everything
And not believe s9.

Gal has several times said remember kids lie.
I understand that also but s9 look in his face and
Sadness speaks for himself.

S10 yesterday was hugging him while I was in kitchen
Cooking s10 tells s9 I am sorry for not protecting you.
I literally cried. I then got myself together held all three
And reminded them it's not your fault. And this you s10
Could not have done anything. S10 feels horrible. I see
My kids breaking.

Praying is all I can do. I know God has his plan.
I am exhausted mentally and physically.