Sounds like you had a couple of really great days Davide. I am happy for you. This weekend has been up and down for me with a number of AHA moments that have got me thinking...some more. I am really looking forward to next week when I will be playing competitive pool for five days straight...hanging out with my friends...and not thinking at all. Your description of you climb and the acute awareness of your body was very cool. I think a similar experience happens in situations like all of us on here have been through. As painful as it is, the painful feelings and the realization that you can’t take anything for granted because you could lose it in an instant...it is a bittersweet place to be...living in the land of uncertainty. I notice things now that I didn’t before. Maybe because I really do not know what the future brings so the present has become more important? The crazy part is that we all live in this land of uncertainty ...most of us just don’t know it. Awareness like that is a gift, don’t ya think? That is the sweet part. I would not wish the bitter part on anyone though. Gosh I like to ramble... going to stop now. Happy Birthday my friend. smile