Damper beginning to the day. I got my monthly performance review and I did worse than I thought I did. Which has been a surprise since I have felt I have been improving. So that may be a topic of discussion for my manager when I get back to work.
Started tearing up last night. Not that I was expecting any changes but it still seems W is seeing OM. Went into her bedroom to grab my clothes. Her room is a total mess. Our engagement photo is gone (again). Not taking it to mean one thing or the other. It’s just sad. It feels surreal that I was in an R the last 9 years. Then I look around me and see the evidence that yes, it has happened.
I’m out running errands with D4 now. Nothing fun planned for now.
