I tend to use them so my texts can’t be misinterpreted but I am trying to cut down...lol. Had another AHA moment this morning which I think is getting me closer to detachment. Recently I’ve really started to look at myself and the things I did and did not do in my marriage. Yes he did a lot of things wrong and towards the end, in epic proportions. I could use that to justify my outrage and hurt and I did that for awhile. Or I can take this opportunity to look at myself and the things I did to contribute to this mess. I know, I know... this was the advice that I got when I first joined this board. I thought it was something I was doing but I realize now that I haven’t been and that my inner work has only just begun. I feel lighter this morning. I am going to make today a good day and focus on me and also on letting go...with love. I feel like I will get there. Maybe not as quickly as I would like but I do think that I have taken a couple of steps over this past week. I will work on my irritation with the smiley face emojis too.
