Wish I had something helpful to say but at least I can offer you a reminder that you're not alone and that we know how you feel. Trust and hope go hand in hand.

Check out Hoosjim's sitch for some thoughts on divine intervention.

H: 35 W: 33
M: 11 T: 13

4/10/18: I discovered A and confronted ("BD1")
6/23/18: I moved out
8/31/18: MC ends ("BD2")