Gerda,

Sorry you feeling this way, but your right
Sometimes I wonder about you all. Is interesting
How a connection through our Spouses them
Becoming MLC and we LBS we became a family
Well speaking for myself ya all did. Is weird when
I go the divorce groups and speak about how ya
Keep me strong. And ya advice wow so amazing.

And everytime I am about to give up I have you all
That remind me not to and why.

We will forever have a connection and I pray oneday we
Can all meet in a retreat just Us no Spouses.
My therapist have said God is a miracle worker.

Funny thing is I lost my phone for 2 days couldn't find
It I try to Google because I couldn't remember the website
Name and I couldn't find I was panicking, but also
I realized when I was at the edge of that cliff boom
It was so easy to find over a year ago. Therapist said that
Is God doing his work he knew you needed support and
Still do.

Gerda, I can't imagine you feeling that way. I sometimes
Feel that way at pick up and drop off. Is the worse feeling
Chest feels like is caving in. Can't breathe, I am like frozen
I honestly don't know how some LBS lives with MLC
I must say I count my blessings. Because I know it
Would not be good if we lived together.

Everyone here is always in my prayers. Stay strong.
You are amazing.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9