Brief update. I am struggling to GAL. Last night I drove out to the city and went to the gym and worked out. After that I went to a coffee shot, got coffee, and walked to a freeway overpass and just looked at the cars going back and forth. About 20 minutes. Drove back home late, prayers and went to sleep.
W called me once during the night to see if I made it in. She then went into my bedroom turned on my light and quickly turned if off after she saw I made it home.
She called me and made small talk and tasks that needed to be done.
I'm fine with things being as-is. At least I am not down right now.
