Thanks pinn, really value you stopping by and commenting.
It's weird isn't it, suddenly understanding and knowing where that feeling of non connection comes from. I've found t's explained so much and it's also been kinda liberating, tbh. I don't know how it is for you?
I've had another peaceful day today. I'm staying at my Wonderful Man's house this week. He stays in a small village a coulee of hours drive away from me. I've been working on my own stuff quite hard this past week while he's been out at work (he leaves at 6.00am and comes back at 6.00pm), and feel good about it.
I've finally signed a contract for a big chunk of work in December, which helps keep me going through January and February, so I feel *very* relieved about that. I'm also in the middle of negotiating with a couple of my own clients for quite a lot of work from each of them. And I have a couple of business things for next year that I'm working on as well.
I need to do my accounts, and I've been getting the paperwork in order for that as well.
So, all in all, it's very good. Life is peaceful in a way that I didn't even know existed while I was M. There was always so much drama, and I never knew where, when or how it would unfold.
And life is also exciting in a way that I didn't even imagine either. It's not the excitement of the adrenaline-fuelled rush of the endless roller-coaster of drama. It's a very different kind of excitement, much calmer and more private, more focussed, maybe even constructive...I don't know. But yeah, things are very, very good at the moment...
