Unsure what's next, what to do.....Part II

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Steve and LH,

I appreciate all of it. I know I need to focus all of my attention (outside of work and kids, of course) into successfully DBing. It is paramount for myself. That I know.

I feel like I'm getting there slowly. I no longer have the "urge" to talk R with her anymore. I guess the true test will be if she ends up coming to me to talk if I have the strength to not engage in any R talk. I think I will certainly listen and focus on it not effecting me one way or the other, but I'm done telling her what or how I feel. I've said everything I can possibly say and even if I think of more things they are just a different rendition of what's already been said. I need to continue to focus on the obvious fact that "pursuing" will only lead to a D.