Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Wow, thank you my divorce busting family,

It feels great to see all this support as I am here alone.

Well let me update as much I can. I must say this case has
Emotionally drained my lawyer, lawyer also went through a rough experience
With her Ex and he was pretty much like W. A monster
Lawyer did recommend to hire another lawyer to see what they
Can come up with. As lawyer stated maybe they could have something that
Can help us. I understood what lawyer was saying and respected her
Honesty this has been a tough case.

I guess my case was a first, Gay couple with 3 adopted kids.
They didn't even know how to file it, so they filed as they would
With a husband and wife.

One thing I realized there will be a purpose why this happen.
I know that the system for our children's really [censored]
Kids are not protected, kids are not believed, kids are made
Out to look like liars. So sad.. it really is

Sjohnson6
Yes keeping calm was the hardest thing I had to do
I had to compose my thoughts first, I had to remind myself
Your the stable parent, W wants to catch you angry W
Wants to show the world, oh you see Marina is angry.
So I couldn't give W that satisfaction. I did everything the right
Way followed lawyer advice from calling GAL, CPS and therapist
And school and anyone who would hear me.

But God was my strength as I had to call out on him first.
Yes it is abuse, W mentally abuses them and s9 has became her
Punching bag. Unfortunately s9 is known as the liar I yesterday
Finally yeld at the GAL I know he is a child only 9 but I believe
My son. I know as W at the end before bd did the exact thing to me
I am just not that person to say it because it was between W and I.

So yes the system [censored].

Peacetoday,
Yes I did recommend to my lawyer and it's being recommended for
S9 not to go until we figure out what's the problem.
I know as his mom what's happening
W control's everything as long you say
Ok W
Things will go well, s9 speaks his mind he is very outspoken
And you can't bribe s9. He is such a lovable kids but he also
Knows how to stand for what's right or wrong. And W hates that.

Yes yesterday from 7am till almost 8pm I was in and out and phones
Trying to figure out what can I do for now to get protection for s9
And all of us. As I can see W is spiraling. W is angrier when W doesn't
Have power.

Even if I have to go in hiding.
But that will mean giving up s10 and I know s10 is going through
Hell with W. I can't imagine me leaving him behind. I am fighting for
All 3.

Kyh,
When W left I had all 3 kids but nothing was in court.
W basically walk away. So when W took s10 I consider that
Kidnapping unfortunately No because nothing was filed then.
This is why I started the process legally so W can't just take s10
Away from state or anything.
Now if W does take s10 away out of state it will be considered kidnap

DnJ
Yes documents and pictures and police report done.

Now waiting but it's been a rough two days now.
Not sleeping or eating.


My lawyer said I know is hard but maybe withdrawal your case
I cried and said forget about s10 lawyer said sometimes we have to
Do things. I know this is hard but I am not going give up if your not
But I can see this case going on for a long time.

When lawyers said that I felt my heart collapsing, I wanted to hide
I wanted to scream. But I know I can't as I know W wants this.
W has family and good job and OW to help her. So W will keep
This going until W can break me. But I know I can't I know
S10 needs me too. As I know W is also might be abusive with him
If mentally bit W is. S10 has also said W tells him to stop acting
Like me and yells and curses at him when s10 does things that remind
W of me.

I can tell you all this. I am not done. I will have to be in my grave
For me to stop fighting for my kids. God gave them to me
To protect them and I will. It's been rough but I am not giving up yet.

I have taken my lawyer advice and some people advise for help.

As I know oneday I will pass it on. So I created a GoFundMe page.
Any contributions will help.

https://www.gofundme.com/lawyers-fee-and-custody