I am finding it hard to figure out how to 180 correct since: being reserved, not telling her how I feel, not flirting enough and not showing her affection has been things she pointed out was missing, and was things she needed.
WTF? She is choosing another man over you who is apparently a Dbag. This is not a competition she is your W. Why are you having dinner with them? Sorry this is harsh but the lack of respect you have for yourself is troubling.
You have to find a way to get your mojo back. She has 0 respect for you and if she doesn't respect you she will never love you.
