Advice for newcomer pre- bomb drop.

[Bern19]

I've been working on my detachment, but had a setback last night. I was keeping busy outside with some yard work and then came in after dark and went to my room to start sorting through my dresser & closet. I've been on this journey of self-improvement for some time, long before I confirmed the WW's PA. So I needed to purge a mess of clothes that no longer fit due to my weight loss. The WW comes in and lays down in bed and just watches me. I asked her if she needed something and she said no. I asked her if she had a headache, and I thought she said no. So, I just kept on working. It was just a very odd vibe that I was getting. I've been pretty good in the past and just ignoring things and moving on with my business, but after a while it started getting to me, so I decided I'd go out to the living room and watch TV. After being out there for 15 or 20 mins, I couldn't get it out of my mind, so I went back in and just asked her. "what was up?" I told her about the weird vibe I was getting and she just looked at me and said she had a headache and just needed to lie down. I guess I was thinking she was wanting to talk, but didn't know how to start. Turns out she just needed to lie down. I felt so stupid. It's crazy how I can project what I want to be happening in a situation like that. Seems like I'll have some momentum and then I can't get out of my own way.