I am wondering if I should ask H to make the move as soon and as quickly as possible. He stated before that he is so busy with work that he will nee another one or two weeks after he gets the keys this weekend before he can actually move. But since his furniture is delivered this Saturday I think it would be reasonable to move the essentials there over the weekend and move. He could still get the rest over a period of time. I just feel that everyone is dreading what is coming and it would be better to get it over with. S15 is struggling in school with focus and grades are going down and S12 is starting to talk about it more often. So one part in me wants to ask him to go leave already while the other part wants to cling to every day I can get with him.
Thanks to all of you for being here. It is really good to know, there are people out there who understand what I am going through.
