I forgot to mention one thing that’s helping me and that’s journaling. The more I write my feelings down, the stronger I become. So I would definitely recommend journaling to anyone who hasn’t tried it. I’m a believer in thoughts becoming things. So the more I write that I’m strong, the more I think I’m strong, the stronger I become. It is truly one day at a time. If anyone noticed I started this day off posting how hard this is and how much I miss my husband. I still feel that way. However, just journaling, and communicating with all you helped take my mind off missing him. It’s a process and a journey for sure. : )


Original BD: 10/26/2017
PA: 10/2017 - 11/2017
Second BD: 09/15/2018
Currently: IHS
M: 42 H: 45
S: 22 lives on his own D: 18 away at college S: 15 still lives at home - the only child we share together