The tide seems to be trending in my favor in a lot of fronts. W reached out to me yesterday on 3 different occasions on irrelevant things in which she knew the answers to. Only responded with resending her a copy of auto insurance card without any text. She replied with a big THANK YOU!!! and a smile/wink emoji. It’s definitely noticeable that she has become more submissive since last week’s interactions.
GAL activities yesterday included gym, church, and on a whim decided to go to Italian restaurant by myself and listen to a live band in the city when I started feeling a bit lost in my head. It was fairly entertaining and good to stay out of house.
3 interviews lined up this week...
Working hard to find the gratitudes in what’s all transpired the last 7 months. Having difficulty in some areas particularly with WAW. I’ve put everything into gods hands as my faith has definitely been a defining life change since BD has sharpened. Possibly my emerging struggle is due to upcoming holidays??? FWIW...I will keep my mindset to be outcome independent and not backtrack.
All good stuff. One sign my sitch started to turn around was when my W started to contact me about trivial things like she did early in our R, and like she hadn't done in a long time. Either she didn't feel connected to me to do those things. Or she didn't feel safe. Or she was going to someone else. Didn't matter, the fact that she started again was huge.
EZ I always caution LBSs in your sitch to be careful to accept this as proof she is ready to R too soon. Keep DBing. Don't let your guard done. I take time and consistency for her to show she has changed for real. Otherwise it could just be one big temp check.
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
