So, today is the start of the 3rd week that I've moved out. Since I've moved out I've seen her twice, literally two weeks ago because there was some stuff that I needed to get still and then on 10/27(two Saturdays ago) to drop off my half of rent since we had agreed to that.
If I am being honest the 1st time I saw her was still very fresh to me leaving so our attitudes were the same, the 2nd time I saw her we had a bit of time apart and the meeting was better but nothing great.
Personal update: I'm about to finish reading Man Are from Mars, Woman are from Venus. I have two books ready to be read as well "Without Saying A Word Master the Science of Body Language.." and "How to be a 3% Man" which I already have on audio book and have listened to a couple of times. I've also got off Adderall which I had been taking since 2016 and I realize that I had just been taking since I liked that it suppressed my appetite, but I've known for a while that I needed to get off for many reasons. One of which I felt like a fraud since I haven't had to go through the pains of dieting like a regular person but have had the benefits. I'm still studying for the GMAT and working out. I've been out plenty and as far as day to day goes some are easier than others. I don't go through her social media and I try to only check my own at night.
Q1: I haven't spoke to my DBing coach since I moved out. I called this morning to schedule my next appointment for this weekend. The question I'm wanting to ask him is if it's okay to contact her or just wait for her to contact me next? We're set to meet the Monday after Thanksgiving but I want to ask how her and my stepson are doing. Does anyone have any advice for me on this one?
I'll wrap it up by saying, I've enjoyed not arguing and I know for a fact that I can attract another great women in my life and take the lessons learned here with me. But I still would like to work this out if there is a possibility. I don't have a scarce mentality and I hate how insecure I came off to her towards the end. But I also hate how I drove such an awesome and loving girl away.
