Peacetoday,

Yes a Miracle is all now I depend on.

So weekend was good, besides stressing about finances
I received a email from lawyer and GAL
Gal needs a payment ASAP or she won't be able to represent my kids case
Lawyers know my situation so lawyer is worker with me.

As many know I have no family, I basically raised myself I have had several surgeries I
Can't work. And if I could who then would watch s9 and d10.
I now only can pray. Because I still remember clearly that I was told
By GAL financially one of you will give up because it will cost you to much

Yelp that would be me. I have no money. My bf said to open a
GoFundMe page. But as I stated I won't because there is worse
People out there. This is a fight I must do.
But it has also gotten me thinking I should start once I get on my feet
How can I make a difference in someone life that has gone through many
Of us do when MLC leave us. Many of us is left with nothing in my case
That was me. My W took every penny. And left me with bills, and everything in the
House. We rented so is not like I could have sold the house.

But I count my blessings with what I have. But it's sad that I might have to give
Up this fight because financially I can't. And if I have an extra 200 left a month
I need to feed s9 and d10 they are growing and need food, clothes warm bed ect
W doesn't see that. W has stated you have family call them.

Mind you this is the family that are f up in head from drugs, child Abuse, physical abuse
Alchohol. I can go on with why I left 20yrs ago.


At BD
Lesbian marriage
Me39,W36
S9,D9,S8 adopted all three
Together almost 10yrs
Bomb Drop - April 2017
W movedout - May,2017
OW June,2017
Currently 2018
Me40, W38
S10,D10,S9