Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Peacetoday, Gerda and all my friends.

Yes it must be the holiday thing,
Hope this pass.

It's been quite around lately which is scary usually
When is quite something happens.

W is an interesting character as I stated I
Sometimes don't know who am getting.

I stay quiet and Low.

Well fall is here, it's been raining and gloomy
I dated myself this weekend made
Myself covered chocolate strawberries
And purchase flowers and set them up.

Been watching movies and relaxing, house is quite
of course. Missing Trios.

Gerda, yes you are right that is how I survive
I tell myself W died is like having a evil twin sister.
As I say I stay low and away from W.


Peacetoday,
I only wish W the best. I pray W is happy
I remember clearly the day BD, the only thing I have
Actually believe W is when she stated I lost myself
I truly believe W. She did lose herself, but I think we all
Do as parents and spouse. I hope W is happy with OW
If I couldn't make her happy maybe OW does.

Thank you agin for advice, I have let go ,
I don't hover over s10 as I know W uses s10 as
Her game. Because W knows I love my kids.
I believe W knows I have let her go so s10 has
Became her new twisted game in her head.

Just taking it a day at a time. Now mentally preparing
Myself for Thanksgiving as I might not have s10 again
This year. But I now let God take over. God knows I want
Our trio's together. Hoping for a miracle.