Currently ran 15.5 miles this week and I am dressing and ready to go out again today. Feeling good.
Spoke to all four children about Thanksgiving and suggested that if they are invited to inlaws (we have gone there for the last 27 years) that they should go. I told them that I will be cooking and if they want to eat here they can but the choice is theirs and there will be no pressure for whatever they choose. D24 said that she is going to eat dinner there and then come home and spend the rest of the day here. D19 is doing the same. S23 and S21 will not be going as of right now, they said they would just want to stay here. I asked them to please consider all their cousins and aunts and uncles. They said they will think about it.
Very busy at work, really doing well. Crazy amount of paperwork but in the long run its well worth it.
I have not drank alcohol in over two weeks, no parties, just focused on myself. Working and working out. Cleaning the house has been really rewarding. Just throwing out stuff that we really didnt need, bags of clothes going to good will.
Absolutely NC with W. She and her L have again not responded to anything we requested and my L is completely pissed off. We could have had this whole thing done right now. I really for the life of me do not get this, you want D so bad! then drag it out as long as you can. I do not want to be in Newcomers anymore.
If your sitch is new please understand that you can and will find happiness, its a process that you can control. You do not need your S, let her go!!
M:52 W:49 D:26 S:24 S:23 D:20 ILYBNILWY 5/28/17 Still living together W filed 1/5/18 W moved out 8/24/18 D final 9/18/20
