DejaVu - Sorry you had to hear from someone else that your H is throwing around the D word. In MC, prior to H moving out, I asked him if he was really considering D and whether he has met with a Lawyer, because if that's the way he really felt, he needs the guts to admit it to me. He said No, but my biggest fear is he will live his life separately for a while, cake-eat with the holidays, line up someone else, and just announce it one day he has had papers drawn up without even discussing it with me. That would be the height of cowardness, I think.
BUT - I have NO control over any of this!
All I can do is GAL, enjoy my kids, and keep Dbing. This is the only thing that will continue to move me on a path to inner happiness. The Serenity Prayer has so much wisdom, and I pray it often. I think it keeps me on the path going forward.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, Courage to change the things I can, And wisdom to know the difference.
