13 years and two small children

[Hurt213]

Update:

So much not has happened. I have been trying to detach, mind my own business and have fun with my kids.

WW has not been being OM as far as i've been concerned since she announced, that she would not be going there anymore.

Today she has frantically been cleaning the house and making ready for the real estate broker tomorrow. She removed several pictures of her and me, which hurt my feelings, but I did not mention it. She told me again the other day, that her feelings are gone, and she is unsure if it is possible for said feelings to return? - I had no answer to give her so I said, I understand your uncertainty, however I am in no position to tell you how the future pans out - life is about taking a leap of faith from time to time, however the decision lies with her.

Right now I feel like, she does not feel anything towards me, which is maybe caused by the fact that she is so full of feelings towards the OM even though they are not currently seeing each other. She also told me, that she really has a strong desire to live by herself, make all decisions by herself and so on (I find that to be childish, when you are settled with two kids and a family) - I did not tell her that of course.

Tomorrow the real estate broker gets here - she asked if we should watch a movie tonight. I have no plans, so I said that I didn't know yet, but maybe - bad idea? She is trying to engage in a lot of conversation - I am answering in short replies, but im trying to be contempt, happy and act like nothing is bothering me, even though the "deadline" of the house going for sale is really getting close now.

Am I throwing in the towel at this point?