Even worse the normal is in some ways better then before. H is cooking dinner 3 Times a week, he spends more time with the kids. Yesterday he fixed a leak in the bathroom. Things he rarely had time for before. I had to hold something for him in the bathroom and we were closer then we had been in ages. Avery good and sad feeling at the same time. Being so close and still so distant. Then I see his moving boxes and it is back to reality. I hope you have a great weekend.