I actually feel like I should be doing that about the entire sitch overall but it is difficult when I see him and things feel so normal other than I can't really touch him or say ILU anymore. That part is tough.
This 'normalcy' is the worst part. It's like we are still together, but we are not. I want to reach out to touch him like we use to. He has just left, and I found myself going to kiss him goodbye. But I didn't. This whole thing is madness.
