You know I have no advanced DB'ing advice for you. I won't pressure you or tell you what to do. I just hope that at some point you let go of all your worries, all your fears, and become ok with being yourself at all times. I don't know, but it seems like you are so suppressed and subdued. Well let that bird out of it's cage.
Now I wonder if I'm the "friend" the MWD wrote about that wants you to feel better so that I feel better. I don't know. But you were there for me at my hardest times and I just want to see you at peace, see you happy. I hope that day comes.
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
