Affair discovered 3

[STH17]

Here's a detachment test: seeing a profile pic of the person you know as your shy introverted anxious depressed wife dressed as sexy catwoman (TBH I only can see her face in the pic and I am imagining the rest). In a facebook memory marking the day we met 14 years ago. Having spent our whole marriage with sexual insecurities, shame, and dissatisfaction on both our sides, it is frustrating that now that I believe we are both working to be more comfortable in our sexuality, that doesn't include each other. Too late I guess.

I'm running a 5K race this weekend with a team of three other people I assembled. Asking others to be on a team with me was a good stretch for me, trying to connect with others and not worrying too much about possible rejection. I'm looking forward to it.