I guess this is piecing

[neffer]

I agree with ACC and Steve Did. Just free yourself man. Both of you need IC, not MC. You gain nothing hurrying up things. Set boundaries (for you) and try to figure out what you expect from expectations...;-)

You'd be 100% better off with a "tough love" boundaries approach followed by going dark than sharing any of your private thoughts, feelings, doubts and complaints in front of her during MC -- it will be a HUGE mistake.
Acc

This is a super headshot from ACC. This is it Did. This is what you need.