Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

OneArt ,

Thank you again for taking time to read my story.
Well let's say my sad story.

Well yesterday I get a call from GAL
Saying I know you ask to have s10 for
Halloween. I replied Yes
Gal I spoke with W pick him up till ...
I course teared up. S10 and s9 where in school
So I wanted to surprise them.

I was driving and d10 ask we go to best friend home.
Which my kids call her auntie. I said yes.
S9 this ain't the way.
M I know I am lost lol
D10 was little down. And sad
S9 whispering to d10
D10 this is mom store W goes there with OW.
Yes I pick s10 close to W house.

They both said mommy. I said yes we going
Have s10 for Halloween. They both where jumping and
Screaming. I know your going bring him home oneday

W pulls in s10 jumps out the car. Mommy mommy...
Biggest hug. I just look up and smile. I Whisper TY
W anytime
We drove off singing and excited about Halloween

Then also surprised BF with s10 which bf cried.
Bf hasn't seen s10 in awhile.

Kids had fun. Trick or treat then we had pizza

Time rolled in to take s10 house.
It broke me. All kids went from laughing to
Sad faces. S10 do I have to mommy.
M yes jist for now.
I am trying.

Trio's we know mommy. Thank you
Mommy. S9 this was the best Halloween ever.
Yeah s10 said.

We sing loud until we got to parking lot.

Kids said hello and W went on to ask a
Million question.
Where did you go.
Did you go here person...
Kids said no we went to mommy bf
House .

W looks and says ok as long ya had fun.

So here is the deal W no longer can't get close
To the car or approach me at all. Due ro W
Monstering always especially in front of kids.
W has been giving one last chance
Or pick up and drop off will be at a police station
Inside. I hope this will scare W a little
But I also know is hard for W as she wants to say or
Talk to me.

Again. W put us here. There was a time there was hope
Of reconciliation but it has gone to far. Now we don't talk
At all. And we now have a third party we text if
We need to say something about kids.
No more in contact.