Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Peacetoday

Yes thought of that a thousand times.

But then I get hunted will s10 thinks I forgot about him.

S10 stood really close to me this weekend.. he simply cuddled
Looks at me mommy I love you.

I hild s10 am here remember and am fighting for you.
But yes I have thought that.

I just know I worry about s10. His thoughts
Like did mommy forgotten about me. It
Feels W will get what W wanted. But I will think
Of doing that. It might be good for s10 and even me

Job
I agree also is hard but ya are right

W is all about control, smirks when she gets her way
Comes in to therapy like W about to go to the club.

W uses Victim method but then does another.
I am exhausted.
Thank you again Peacetoday and job

As God knows I will take all advice from therapist,
My friends here in this group. From anyone
That has gone through this H@ll...

Well in 3 weeks we are meeting again in therapy
But GAL will be there I will have time to process this.

I know my actions shows that I simply want our kids together
The trio's where adopted and raised.
Blood or not they are sister and brother they need each other.

W also stated that she hates how I raised them to be together and close
Team. She would say is a great thing what M is doing then says is wrong.

Going to my group therapy church will chirp in again.