So H just walked in the house after walking the dogs and apologized to me for last night ending the way it did. I apologized too and asked him about his doctors appt today. We talked for about 20 minutes in the kitchen before he jumped in the shower to get ready for work. I am grateful that he apologized because this could have easily turned into a loooong lonely week. I am exhausted from no sleep last night and worrying myself, I know I can sometimes be my worst enemy. But I will take the lessons I learned and keep moving forward.