Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

DnJ,

Thank you...
We are all here we all in this same boat.
My heart goes out to you and your kids.

Forgiveness yes I have I did that around 6 months ago.
Why.. because I felt it I knew for me to heal I needed to
Forgive her and everyone that hurted me. Even my abuser
Who took my childhood away.

So that I have done.
And I can't imagine what W is going through.

But I also went through a MLC crisis around 2014 I honestly don't remember much
It is truly a fog is like when I did wake up from my own coma from my
Grandmal seizure is when I woke up And when I say I woke up I mean it..

I seen the sky clearer, I smelled the air.
I see life different I sometimes feel I need to write a book
Waking Up....

Is something that some people might look at me like am crazy.
But in reality am not. I honestly woke up. I feel I have a calling not
sure yet but there's something God needs me to do.

Thank you again for everyone because I honestly don't know where I
Be at emotionally, is hard every day is hard but I always
tell myself there's someone out there who in worse place so
I take all my little blessings God gives Us 4.

Now interesting thing just happen.

W just called twice, I rejected calls because what's important
to me are sleeping in there beds.

I do hope W finds peace.