I hate the sleepless nights. I’ve had too many of those these past few weeks. My heart goes out to you FS. I know what you are going through and I get why you would love to accept his offer. My advice would be to only go if you have no expectations. I’ve had a hard time with that. Sometimes expectations are there and you don’t even know it. I am having a doubt-filled evening which I really hope is not going to lead to a sleepless night because I have to get up early to volunteer at a breakfast for the homeless. Hard to believe that four weeks ago, my H was there with me and I was thinking that he was moving back home the next day. Anyway...I need to head off but I wanted to send you some support before I did. Do something nice for yourself today. Take are of you. (((HUGS)))
