Just keep swimming, I think I can, I think I can

[marina7]

Thank you Gordie, yeah I ache everyday
Is a pain nobody can ever understand unless
A child been rip from your arms and life.
This forsure has been my hardest battle
I ever have fault.

I believe and know God has his plan.
I just ask God to take it easy on my heart sometimes.

OneArt so sorry for you too.

It's hard. Especially this week
Today I didn't get s10 till Tomorrow
The GAL felt that s10 was to emotional
To be with us... yelp Gal said that.

Again I have lost my faith in the system.
Gal called saying I am more concerned that you and W
Can't manage to get ya Sh*t together.
Wow that hurted but like my lawyer stated
How dare the GAL say that when all you do
is bend backwards for W and her accommodation

I felt like GAL doesn't see anything wrong with W.
It just hurts so bad.

S10 saying he doesn't want to see me or d10 s9
S10 told GAL he doesn't want to visit.
S10 said he doesn't like scouting

I can go on. And as I stated to GAL really
And you can say W has not manipulated our s10

Gal no he telling me the truth I know when a kids are lying.

Wow wow wow...
Is like nobody takes d10 or s9 feeling they been crying for him
Asking why s10 not here today why didn't we pick him up..

I can't talk negative to kids about W I must just say tomorrow hun..

This crap is horrible.
Financially less than 200 bucks in account.
Struggling
Sick
Trying to put roof over our heads.

One thing I remember about meeting
Gal was when we spoke she stated one parent will
Give up financially it becomes to much money.

So I guess I become that parent where I might have to
Say I no longer can afford this.
I don't have family I been on my own since 17.
W has family they are bat sh*t crazy bit they
Stick together when things get bad.
They enjoy chaos. So I know financially I am done.