Hell yes Grace! I am loving those happy things. I take my pup out in the mornings and we listen and watch the geese and ducks in the lake and ponds around the house. I'll call to them sometimes. The trees are almost at peak where I live. And cool mornings and hot coffee are the best. I've just gotten a load of firewood and started making soups and stews and fresh bread. So much positive in life that we can miss if we let the negatives overtake us!!!!
Dreams can mean A LOT!!!! Not all of our thoughts make it to the conscious level for one reason or another. And often it is to protect us from pain. Suppressing negatives thoughts. But your dream means something, without a doubt. I don't disagree with telling him, but I may have chose differently. Now you know he is fine. But I think your dream pointed to his actions on a large scale picture. What you need to realize is that you can't save him right now. That [censored].... Unless he wants your help, he only sees your help as controlling, trying to fix him and get him back where you want him. And that is probably partially true although it doesn't make you a bad person.
I'm going for some espresso and a fire tomorrow morning and next weekend I'll be making coffee and breakfast in the duck blind with a fresh young pup. La dolce vita!
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.
