Started to feel better after my post of being grateful to all of you. I felt some warmth and comfort coursing through me. I started to smile more and crack jokes at work. I went to the gym and lifted, shopped for some groceries, and am now finishing a work project.
W texted me three times and called just now. I did not answer. I'm GAL.
I also want to reflect back a few days ago when during the heated diatribe between W and I and just came to epiphany - I made her crack. I made her lose it.
I f*cked it up by getting what was arguably bad advice from my MC and then telling W about it and whatnot, giving her back some of the ball-tightening power back...but I was able to swing and connect.
I feel like I rebounded quicker than usual after this most recent crash. I am not feeling as much pain reflecting on W's sex emails to OM right now.
