I wouldn't do it. As equalzr said do it for you if you are going to do it. Getting into another R and with an OW sounds like a recipe for disaster on all parts. You need to heal and center yourself before you move onto a new R. An R or OW shouldn't be what defines you or makes you happy. You define you, you are what gives you joy and happiness.
H(37) W(35) D8, D5, S3 T20, M13 BD 8/31/18 EA Discovered 9/13/18 Mediation 10/3/18 W files for D 10/12/18 W moves out 11/10/18 EA confirmed 12/25/18 D Final 1/10/19