Exhausted all day, all I want is to go to bed. Then I get to bed and can’t sleep. Lovely.
Here’s one for the night owls: what if W is right? She’s not really acting selfish, crazy, or anything. She’s just over it. So maybe she’s right. We were incompatible, and too much damage has already been done...what if I’m the one who’s crazy and selfish for trying to fix this? I mean, sometimes things just don’t work out, and holding out hope is maybe just stubborn and counterproductive.
So what? It makes no difference whatsoever. You still have your journey to take. AND FOR F. SAKE QUIT IT ALREADY (trying to fix IT as you call it). YOU CANNOT FIX IT. You can only fix yourself, but you are too stubborn (or blind) to even notice. You have years' of work to do on yourself and you come up with excuses why not to do it. Get your a$$ in gear already. This is your 7th thread and you are spinning your wheels like it's your first day.
Hope is never counter productive, expectations are. And you have a BIG problem separating the both.
