So after kind of going through the motions and semi DBing, but not really doing it correctly. I chose to move out last week. We talked about and I moved out on Saturday.
It was fast and didn't really take much time.
I still have a key to the apartment and will for a while help pay the bills.
I haven't spoken to her since Monday and I don't plan on speaking to her until, I let her know I have the rent money.
Sunday was the hardest day, I cried for a bit but Monday-Wednesday haven't been that difficult.
The next time I will see her fersure will be 11/26. We both have doctor appointments in Dallas and we agreed to go together.
I'm going to go back to 2014-2015 me.
Workout, read, and work.
I don't want to think about another female or even about my current relationship(dead as it is).
I just feel so much better being away from her and having to worry about what she is doing or who she is with.
All the hurtful things I said in the start of our relationship, I paid them back in full.
If she felt half as bad as I have recently, I know why she left me.
