Why I'm expecting a light switch to go off in her head everyday is something beyond stupid and hopeless thinking.
That is all.
I think everyone hopes that deep down in their heart. As much as i keep detaching and moving on in life, there still seems to be a part of my that hopes one day she will snap out of it. I catch myself daydreaming or thinking about R and then snap out of it and realize its not happening.
Together:20 years M:3 years Me:40 WW:40 S15 A suspected:5/17 AC:5/18 BD:8/18 WW in full blown R w/ OM Still under same roof
