Got lunch with w today. Nothing real to report. Wasn’t great just kind of shooting the sht. While driving I put my hand on her leg. Didn’t even really think of it... She said no. That’s were supposed to start as friends and i keep breaking the rules. She seemed mad for a few seconds. Last night she said she wanted more after our date the other day. Couple weeks ago having sex. I’ve told her I don’t trust her. She says that’s ok. And that I can facetime her every night she’s alone if I want. I told her no way I’d do that . She did clean my place really well the other day while I was working. That was really nice of her and felt good just to have that level of care. I kind of just feel like it’s just done. I have to improve my patience. . Heading to her house to spend time with D4 tomorrow late afternoon then out to Hawaii for 5 days.
Did, what is the current status of the voluntary support. Because I am still seeing her doing things just to make sure that support is secure. I mean, really ask yourself what the purpose behind her cleaning YOUR place for you could possibly be?
I do not think you will get her to be genuine until the support is cut off. The support is going to prolong your limbo. It will continue to have her run hot and cold. "Oh, he might be cutting me off, let me sleep with him!" "Okay, he paid, I can back way off again."
M(53), W(54),D(19) M-23, T-25 Bomb Drop - Dec.23, 2017 Ring and Piecing since March 2018
