Day 86

W is trying to make small talk. I ignored mostly unless it directly involved D4. Went and lifted last night then drove home. More small talk. I answered as needed. Asked what the laundry basket is doing in her room, told her those are W's clean clothes to put away. W told me that I look like I'm losing a good amount of weight and adding muscle. She asked me how much I lost. I responded and said that's including muscle gains. Put D4 to bed, had dinner, said my prayers, re-listened to In The Waiting Line again and posted it here. The lyrics really hit home for me, especially in Fell asleep. First night I was able to get a full night's sleep without much anxiety.

Still planning on having the talk of having her move out. Still working on loosening her grip on my balls. Still a work in progress. No expectations of R anymore.

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This is going to get worse, isn't it?

Last edited by pain18; 10/24/18 03:17 PM.

1/6/18-BD OM1
2/18-W meets OM2
4/18-W intros D4 to OM2
5/18-“Romance ends"
7/18-DB start
7/18-IHS Ends
4/19-WW moves out
3/21-D filed

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